Since the accident I've felt everything that makes me doubt myself has been dragged to the surface..
I feel like I haven't been the best I can be at work.. I feel like everyone around me knows that. I hate not being good at what I do.
I feel like I'm looking for validation from someone that shouldn't be responsible for giving it to me and in the process have made it near impossible to receive anyway..
I feel like I need to take some time out and to work some stuff out.. the last 12mths have really been a minefield..
Taking a breather.....
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honey honey honey - you shit over everyone on that job. I have worked with you and seen you in action didn't you do two jobs on that reality show?- and the I ahve watched your amazing journey over the past two years. Look back at how much you have achieved. WOW I am in awe. We all have bad days and nothing like a fall to stop you for a moment - and it is good to reaccess your (perceived) weaknesses. But to me you rock and are an inspiration. Look after youself xxxx fee
Fee - thanks sweetheart.. it's just been one of 'those' jobs.. you know them.. I think the knock to the head has really brought with it sad sack friday!! you rock - your words have cheered me!
Hope you're ok sweetie, big hugs from me.
S X
Feel better soon, gorgeous. You deserve to.
You may not be in the best head space but you have a good head...breath, take some time for you and jump back on the roller coaster.
Kissing the road probably has not helped things at all.
hope you're ok darls
xxx
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